| Go slow, pace yourself. |
[Jul. 3rd, 2009|11:03 pm] |
| [ | Mooood |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | Sing,Sang,Sung. |
| | Love Story- Taylor Swift | ] |
 Monica Monica Monica Omg, seriously, thank God it's finally friday. I am so tired i badly need some good and proper sleep that will last way longer than 6hours. The few hours of sleep i get each day can kill me if i carry on. 5days of school was as good as living hell. Waking up is a problem. Staying awake is another problem. Focusing is an additional problem. Getting distracted is an extra to the additional problem. This is getting nowhere.
Classes have been so dry i have trouble keeping myself awake, always. No time to talk nonsense, i need to wake up but i'm so tired waking up is a major problem. Got.to.keep.myself.very.very.on.track. School has been more than fun with the crazy bunch around. Past few days have been 'this plus this= i know i know', 'black/white/all the colours magic'. How to not be happy with all the wonderful people around you? Hahaha.
There is chem lesson tomorrow and tomorrow is a saturday meaning i have to forgo my much needed sleep but i need to go back or i will probably flunk everything. I've been sarcificing all the fun i should be having. Like tonight, i was supposed to head out for a musical but i couldn't cause of tuition and each and other time, i have to think more than 3times if i should get out but the feeling of guilt is too strong. How i wish there never had a thing called exams. It is a wish come true.
I'm very tired, i feel so weak, i think i need to sleep but my show's still on. Forget it, bye i am going to bed. |
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| Break all barriers please. |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
| [ | Mooood |
| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | Sing,Sang,Sung. |
| | I Don't Want To Know- Mario Winans | ] |
 Luv you monica chng
Church was good this morning. I'm beginning to walk out of my own shadow, face up to my situation, and deal with it. Never.felt.so.good.in.a.long.time. I like the way things are going now, in every way you can think of. Exams in 4months, happy or not? Dosen't matter anymore, deal with the fact that the exams are not gna be pushed back and stop hiding from it. Please keep things going the way they are now, stay the same.
I spent my afternoon with stephy and sorry monica chng for making you wait for a long time. I know i am forgiven, hahaha. We had a good time, rushing and rushing. But everything went well all the same, another thing worth being happy about for today.
Tomorrow marks the start of my inhuman lifestyle. This time round, no more fooling around, no more wasting time. It's time to develop a sense of urgency and rush all the way. Only for 4months. We can, yes?
I feel so happy, i feel so fortunate, i feel so refrshed, i feel so contented with what i have.
Alright, goodnight.
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| For the last time, tell me what to do? |
[Jun. 21st, 2009|10:54 pm] |
| [ | Mooood |
| |  productive | ] |
| [ | Sing,Sang,Sung. |
| | No Boundaries- Kris Allen | ] |
 HAPPY POPPY'S DAY PAPA, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!
And secondly, i don't even feel that it's the holidays, i have been living in my shell for a good 3weeks not knowing what's happening in the outside world. But it feels much better staying home than getting out and facing all sorts of hypocrites. It's such joy to be home, i like to sleep and eat and watch tv all day long. Wah, i sound like i'm a very free person with nothing to do. Which reminds me, my geog is only half done, how how how.
Thirdly, i feel so disconnected from everyone. I have not even seen all the people in the world except steph, claire and sok. Where have you people flown off to? It's back to school for lessons tomorrow, how to be able to sleep early tonight? Got to pay attention in class tomorrow, cannot afford to miss out anything !!
Ber's feeling quite excited about the fact that there's lessons tomorrow, she can finally see me after a good 3weeks.
Fourthly, i finally met up with chua sokkuang yesterday in a desperate attempt to shed off some fats. But i think i failed terribly, hahahaha. We did have a good ice-cream session with her starting her very lame conversations. Hahaha, but still we spent some good time laughing hard. If only laughing could lose weight, HAHAHAHA.
K, it's time to bid this place goodbye. See you beautiful class of 38 tomorrow morning. And Moh, Ting and Cheryl, take care in your 5days camp !!
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| HEEHEEHAAHAA ALL THE WAY |
[Jun. 18th, 2009|12:13 am] |
| [ | Mooood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | Sing,Sang,Sung. |
| | Poker Face- Lady Gaga | ] |
I SWEAR LEE YANYAN IS DA BOMB, HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA! |
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| State of confusion. |
[Jun. 16th, 2009|10:31 pm] |
| [ | Mooood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Sing,Sang,Sung. |
| | Another Day- Paramore | ] |
 I miss you all quite terribly |
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| Like a whirlpool. |
[Jun. 7th, 2009|10:24 pm] |
| [ | Mooood |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | Sing,Sang,Sung. |
| | Another You- Cascada | ] |
  Happy Sweet 16th Birthday Steph
Few days ago, the s^4 went for some swimming session which resulted in a total chit-chat time and those crazy people went in to the sauna and stayed there till the temperature went up to 63 degress. My gawd, singapore's weather is enough to kill, what more 63 degrees !!! Thank God i excused myself from going in. Hahahah. I'm so glad we've caught up after all the studying like crazy for mids. Talking about mids, it was a total flop i swear.
Steph's surprise went so well today, and birthday girl, i hoped you enjoyed yourself with free facials done up for you. Luv your shocked/surprised/embarrassed look when you first saw us.
Study Clique Luvs You Steph
Happy Birthday Steph, i am mighty glad the surprise went well and you enjoyed yourself to the last bit. Thank God you didn't see thru me when i asked to speak to your mum and when Carmen called and asked to speak to your brother. All that i have to say, it's in the present babe. Enjoy your day girl. Love you tons.
Happy Sweet Sixteenth Birthday Ber, i'm sure you had fun today and see you really really soon alright. Love you girl.
As for now, my back is aching like there's no tomorrow and the pain has been killing me for the past few days. Time for me to call Nat and fall asleep on her !!
Night.
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